And the most amazing thing is that my quilt, Quagmire, is going to be a part of this special exhibit. I am SO THRILLED! This is a first for me. It is the largest piece I have ever made, 3'x4'; and it is the first piece I have ever had in a juried show.
With this quilt, I tried to work through the self-imposed demons that keep me "beneath the surface" of the magical world of art quilting. I get all tangled up in self-doubt, laziness, fear of failure, and procrastination (just to name a few). BUT, I have good friends who keep throwing me lines of encouragement, offering me their support as I reach for growth, courage, confidence, creativity, artistic expression.
As I worked on this quilt, I had a real "ah ha" moment, the clear understanding that I dishonor my friends as well as myself when I make self-deprecating statements about my skills and abilities. I am not going to do that anymore. I might still have those feelings; but, I am no longer going to give them voice. I will still need and treasure the support of my friends; but I will accept and honor my own creativity. Not a bad outcome for one quilt do you think?
Here is a detail shot of the quilt.
Did I mention that I am SO THRILLED?
Such a great job---of the quilt piece and the self-knowledge that came out of it! The validated self thrives and becomes even more creative.
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Carolyne
Yay! Bravo Rachel!
ReplyDeleteYeah Rachel! Wonderful piece! I think it will resonate with a lot of viewers.
ReplyDeleteWow. You are so right about negative words and attitudes having power. It's a great quilt! (I'll be thrilled to be included in the show with you.)
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